Confused dream
You fight so hard for your dream
And then to not live is what happens it may seem
You must keep the balance many say
But all I do is sit here and pray
That this isn’t taken away
Not tomorrow not today
Everything is happening so fast
And I duno if it’s going to last
Holding too tight
With the fear of loosing sight
Too busy to feel
Feel something real
Just keeping your head above water
Mother earths daughter
The place that you can keep sane
Holding onto deep pain
Were days meant to be like this?
I thought there would be more bliss
The busy times close your heart
And you feel like your going back to the start
You forget what it feels like
Like the first time you rode a bike
Seems like years ago now
Food on the plate
Never run late
Roof overhead
Is what this fight lead
And so much heart and passion
Not to wear the latest fashion
This is not surface detail
That’s where you will fail
Focus on that feeling that makes your heart skip a beat
And where each day is a true blessing and a treat
Bounce out of bed because you want to
Because we can, this is something many wish to do
Look within, don’t follow the exterior
It’s the façade that’s inferior
It’s the soul
That is a human whole
It tells more that a makeup face
A dress of full lace
Integrity is something I don’t see much of anymore
What is this all for
Who are you trying to please
And then your begging on your knees
For an escape, for an out
And filled with so much self doubt
Be you and be heart
This is where it all will start