When you learn to dance in the rain.
When the universe throws you that curve ball
You sit with it and don’t know who to call
It’s been thrown at you before but then you knew
Knew how to cope and what to do
This time you had to stop, retreat
Loose your placement and try and find your feet
You thought you’d feel different but no
This time the energy won’t flow
You are tested deep within once again
but you will not derail the train
You question what it’s all really about
And why everyday you have doubt
Then you get to this place
To a non familiar space
And it feels nice and real
And you remember how to feel
Feel and just be
And see what’s meant to be
To have ambition but not chase
Or turn to pick up that suitcase
No more running or going away
You want this honesty and peace to stay
The penny dropped for the first time in years
And this time it took away all the fears
An abundance of love and care
Is all you feel is fair
And integrity that only belongs to you
And something that is so deeply true
These curve balls may come and go
But next time I think the energy will flow
This is a new journey and there’s no looking back
Some may say I’m back on track
I momentary lost my way
And now it’s time to play
The full role in my life with open doors
with all my beauties and flaws
The perfectionist has learnt to accept the now
and no longer question who what where or how
No longer resent something with so much power
But we must be delicate with it hour by hour
Because the scales can tip
And then we may trip
And fall into a heap
and the learning curve is steep
but this time you will check in
so no more loosing only a big honest win
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